MysteryGirl5

I don't have a plan. I've just lost all hope. I'm afraid to kill myself because so many people care about me, but I really just want to die. I don't enjoy life anymore, and I want to end my own on a daily basis. I don't know how I've made it this far. I'm eightteen. I have extremely Depression, anxiety, OCD, and panic attacks. Every single day, I think I'm sick. I panic multiple times. I'm falling apart. I'm not able to sleep because laying down makes me panic--I only rest when I just crash from exhaustion. I wake up in a panic every day, when I do manage to rest. I'm barely able to eat because any sensation in my stomach causes me to think I

Hey, I really really need you're help. I need some creative idea of things I can do when my boyfriend comes over, and I thought about and you guys are the most creative people ever. This is what I've come up with so far: - learn piano - play board games / puzzles - visit a museum or zoo - baking - origami - try yoga - long walk - picnic - meditation - photography day out - drew each other - try new foods - star gazing - go to the beach - have a party for two - make a scrap book - karaoke Im open to any idea. I just really need your help. I trust you guys. Thank you so much.

HEY. I've missed you guys. Im really sorry but im back now and ill be posting too :) I cant wait to look through everything yous have done whist I was gone. Hope to talk you all of you soon ~K